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new journal
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| we're destined to be together... |
[27 Aug 2005|10:00pm] |
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i was flipping thru the channels(hate sat. tv)and happened to land on cn8 music center where.....get ready for it.....jason mraz was on!!! i only got to see 3 songs though :( but then i was flipping again and landed on BET...?...and saw a GAP commerical with....wait for it.....jason mraz!!! and brandon from incubus and alanis!!
its a sign...
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| a night out with tw33k |
[27 Aug 2005|01:38am] |
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who needs shelter |
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--went to Barnes and Nobles(for nothing)
--saw Nick,but didnt say hi(i feel bad now) --dropped the asian boy off --went to dunkin donuts <33 --brought the best gift(coffee)ever to gina(the g-myster) --played around Pet Valu while g-myster worked --ignored ali and aliana(douche bag) --went to mcdonalds and ate in the parking lot and dished about lesbian problemos --listened to sappy love songs (ex. la la la i need to be next to you....GIVE ME A BREAK!) --drove to the cool friday night hang out in cherryhill(wawa) --kicked off my shoes with my feet on the dash --waited for the g-myster --drove to my house so tina could pee --i threw up my mcflurry --realized i only had one shoe!! --who loses a shoe?! --drove back to wawa --was reunited with my shoe and it felt so good
Good-day sunlight I'd like to say how truly bright you are You don't know me but I know you You're my favorite star
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[25 Aug 2005|09:54pm] |
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i love how when you tell people what they dont want to hear but what needs to be said they stop talking to you
after how many years of friendship?
hm...
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[25 Aug 2005|01:34am] |
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survival of the fittest•desaparecidos |
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we're growing up too fast kids are out looking for love. i dont think we're supposed to fall inlove like this we're too young
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[23 Aug 2005|11:58pm] |
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i really wanted pickles |
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Sitting here reading a famous friend's journal,i'm not going to brag and name names. ok so he's not a friend, i just like to read his journal. anyshit. i'm reading this persons,who i'd like to be my friend's journal entry about eating olives. i ofcourse think about pickles.which are as you know old cucumbers. i walk to the kitchen and get out a little dish,which i never thought would useful,and walk,rather step(small kitchen) over to the fridge. i retrieve the jar of tiny pickles and notice its not open. ohshit now what do i do?
my little fragile weak hands cant open pickle jars!!
i need a man!!
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[23 Aug 2005|10:29pm] |
i hate cell phones and bugs
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[23 Aug 2005|05:35pm] |
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wordplay→jason mraz |
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i was a curbside prophet the other day! with my hand in my pocket. waitin for my rocket to come y'all
my rocket was my mother ofcourse.
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[21 Aug 2005|07:56am] |
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the Kokomo Kidnapper's(casey) sidekick and bestfriend is a scuba goat(also casey)
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[21 Aug 2005|07:41am] |
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im gonna kidnap a kidnapper
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[21 Aug 2005|07:09am] |
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casey is the Kokomo Kidnapper
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[21 Aug 2005|04:19am] |
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tina--(wakes up outta nowhere)errr....no mexican(then goes back to sleep)
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| remember when we used to drink and drive? |
[21 Aug 2005|03:30am] |
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alone in my corner |
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love is real--jason mraz |
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yeah tina and casey are making out on my arm...
anyshit
im at kyms with her tina and casey having a girl night. ali broke up with tina via cell phone.bitch.
but anywho....serious shit. i feel like im losing myself. i walk around my house not knowing where i am or what im doing. do you hear things that arent really there? do you see things that arent really there? do your eyes and mind play tricks on you in the night? i feel like the closer i get the edge i feel im getting farther from coming back another day on the verge of tears i dont know how much longer i can take it. yeah im here with my friends and im having fun humping things and making an ass of myself, but its a facade. now im just sitting here being the social outcast that i am with my headphones on off in my littel world. i think i want to go home. i think i want to hide under my covers and never leave. i cant take it anymore. i wanna cut again but i know thats not the right thing to do. im too far gone for that jr.high shit. i think im just gonna drink til my livers shot.then maybe ill have the balls to go out like elliot smith. straight knife shot to the heart. i cant part of me wants to end this all now but part of me doesnt part of me wants the see the other side of this. i wanna see who i am when the depressions over whats the point im gonna die at 18 anyway.
i'm going to bed baby with anyone who will lie down
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| as she leans in for a kiss... |
[20 Aug 2005|12:40am] |
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Elderly Woman Behind The Counter In A Small Town◘pearl jam |
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...she blows smoke in my face....
more to that later.
so im sitting here writing something(dont remember) and i hear Sex and Candy faintly in the couch cushion. it was my tw33kers! tina comes over to talk about "problems" yeah we barely talked about that. we listened to You and I Both 3 times. then we went for COFFEE!! so we're sitting in the Acme parking lot in the back of Hoots(the one and only) and she breaks out a black&mild. so i smoke my first. it was ok. we get towards the end and..... she leans in for a kiss so i lean in too.... then she blows smoke into my face so i suck it in. oh baby that i have to say made me feel better than weed. ofcourse we do this numerous times. we finally leave to go to CVS where we slow dance together.
but now she off having a "talk" with ali. ali should be scared anytime youre in a relationship and you hear the words "we have to talk" its never good. but i think tinas doing the right thing. i hope it goes well. no matter what happens WE ARE HANGING OUT TOMORROW! you have to save me from my family.
( this is for tw33kers )
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| im not alone!! |
[18 Aug 2005|11:27pm] |
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i'll do anything■jason mraz |
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tina :: you know the phone works both ways me :: oh dont make me bust out into song tina :: do it! (starts singing good charlotte's Say Anything) me :: no. my new obession of the week. tina :: what jason mraz me :: ya i was about to sing You and I Both tina :: (starts singing) me :: (finishes)
yay! i miss my tw33kers! and our crazy moments!
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[12 Aug 2005|03:51pm] |
JASON MRAZ ELECTRIC FACTORY 10.12.05
who's coming with me? <33
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[12 Aug 2005|12:50am] |
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converstation with myself••jason mraz |
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thanks to tina,well thanks to jay, though she was 2 days late and LOST MY MOVIe!!@#%& tomorrow shall be fun:
--wake up --pilates --weeeeed  --walking to the mall --flicking dans ears --anyone wanna pick us up from the mall?
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[09 Aug 2005|10:50am] |
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katy rose |
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how can someone lose feelings for someone just because they hadnt seen them in 4 days?
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